I've Lost You..

This is my old story that I want to share to ya'all.. It happened almost 2 years ago.
Her name is Y.A (Initial). She was my friend, until there's something made me uncomfortable. She avoided me with unknown reason. I tried to talk with her, but no luck. When she with her friends, I talked to Y.A that I want a few minutes to talk, but she just laughed (I dunno it was a good or evil laugh) then she walked away. A year past and I still didn't know how to talk with her, but I tried what I could. Well, unfortunately I fell deep into desperate way. I won't talk about this, because it's too shitty thing to talk about.

Few months past, still I couldn't get myself talk with her. Well, she just deleted me from her BBM contact. Same, I don't know why. I pulled myself more, to enraged myself to talk with her, but still, no luck. No chance.

This thing is still happening.  I look forward for more chance, but I think I got one. Hope I can do it.. :'

The next post will be the short story about me and her, before this thing was happened. A little moment that made me more love her as my friend (the best one). I'll tell you the details when I have time to write.

See ya..