That was shitty moment back then. I was insulted indirectly, ignored by someone. And because of that, I was so childish. I was avoided by someone who I love. I didn't realize it, and I drove myself into a deep mistake.
She deleted me from her blackberry messenger contact, and didn't talk with for a long time. I was so desperate, and also more childish. After that long time, I realized. The thing that she didn't have to know is, I love her. The more I show it, the more she avoids me. Now, everythings back to where it should be. She wants to talk with me, or chat even in a short conversation, etc. I thought, she only talk with me if there's something she needs. I wrong.
I will always love her, and I know I don't have to 'too' show it. I'll hide it. If the right time comes, I'll tell her. I know there is a chance...
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